Personal Growth

I Am The Boss….of ME

After many detours and reroutes. I am going the right direction. I am finally listening to the universal guidance that has always been the little voice in my head and the angel on my shoulder.

I think maybe I had my life map GPS on the verge of blowing up out of frustration at my inability to follow its directions. I was not listening very well. I could feel in my body that things were not right. But I chose to over ride that 90% subconcious brain with the 10% concious brain that I am the boss of. Free will and ego can easily be implemented and make the journey of life circuitous and difficult.

So yes I am the boss of me. But, I am choosing to hand over the decision making processes to a CEO of Me … My Higher ME…my Intuition…the Universal Guidance that exists within all of us.

It isn’t easy and just like any GPS it has glitches….man made glitches…AKA-ME. But, I am getting better at following the directions of this guidance system.

Listen to my body. Our subconcious mind talks to our body constantly. Tells it to breathe, heart to beat, and a bazillion other automatic activities that keep us alive and safe. Why then did I suppose that something so intricatey designed to keep me alive would fail me when I had to make a choice?

The answer is …it didn’t. I just was not a good listener. Mostly because I didn’t like what it was saying. I (my little 10% concious brain) had made decisions that no matter how hard I worked to work….were not working.

I have a saying …When the pain is greater than fear….you change. Not listening to that inner guidance creates pain. The pain of not being authentically ME. The pain of feeling trapped, stifled….triggers change.

I now am following all those synchronistic occurances and listening to my body say yes or no. My body which is controlled by my big 90% subconcious brain…My CEO…is now the boss of me…Usually.

It is gonna be a helluva ride! I can’t wait. Fearless and Free Me!

Just Jump….Live Fearlessly

Fear can be immobilizing. Fear of failure. Fear of Success. Fear of fear. Fear of conquering every limiting belief you have ever held close as security blanket of conformity, complacency and comfort.

That old security blanket tattered and worn keeps me stuck in a place that is old and prevents growth. As hard as it is….I have to throw it away. I can not save it as a momento. That just allows me to dig it out and resurrect its purpose. If I want to live an extraordinary life I can not allow old patterns of survival to come with me on this new journey. I have to trust that when I take the leap…the net will appear.

Just One Step ….at a Time

I am taking steps to catapult into life one step at a time. Some baby steps and some a leap of faith. What I am learning is that when you leap the net truly does appear.

I recently booked a trip to Costa Rica. The original plan was a very structured two weeks to take a course in Bio Energy. That mini plan has expanded into a month long adventure of taking the course and then exploring the country.

At times my anxiety lurking in the shadows wafts out and around me, enveloping me in the clutches of fear. Its tentacles reaching out looking for a strong hold in every insecurity I have ever had and the ones I am conquering now.

Anxiety is fear of the future….I am determined to be fearless. I am determined to live my best life! I am learning to listen to my body, talk myself off the ledge of panic and have faith that if I am following the beat of my drum ….the net is never gone. It moves a bit…challenging me to fly higher and jump further…but it is never gone.

Synchronicity does appear in unexpected places. Bringing guidance and wisdom to share that make the leap of faith a graceful free fall instead of the drop of doom.

This leap is challenging every limiting belief I have ever had and still struggle with…..but my faith in myself as a survivor and the universe to have my back is transforming this into an epic life changing adventure fear is being replaced by joy and excitement.

An Extraordinary Life should be exciting. Even writing these words is exciting. Translating the frenzy of jitters into a vortex of passion!


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Chasing The Rainbow

The air was fresh and clean in the aftermath of the summer storm. I could see the rainbow brilliantly shimmering on the horizon. I was mesmerized as I always was by the mysticism of the rainbow and sure that if I could reach it the pot of gold would be mine. Symbolic of all my dreams coming true. Rainbows tell us that we are guided to our hearts desires when we open up and let Spirit guide us.

I gently nudged my beautiful bay gelding forward. His ears perked forward in anticipation of an adventure. As a young girl I was often in my own little world of adventure and imagination. Jazz was one of my trusty steeds in my own little world of bliss. Together we outran bad guys and saved the world. Jumping over fallen logs and zig zagging through the forest.

Today we were on a mission of reaching that pot of gold. The grass glistened with raindrops as we set off towards the east. The rainbow beckoned and we answered its call.

We never reached the rainbow or the pot of gold that day, or any other day for that matter. But that never stopped me from chasing my dreams. Albeit circuitously!

All growed up now I realize that every day has a pot of gold. I realize now that the mysticism of the rainbow is found in all the daily miracles we experience and the pot of gold is the abundance we experience in so many ways.

Once I allowed myself to follow the guidance that appeared in the many synchronicities that occurred….life began to flow. It now flows with ease and grace. I now appreciate and acknowledge the guidance that presents itself.

Rainbows still encourage the mystical and nostalgic and remind me that ….Life is always greener after the rain. The pot of gold….is every day I walk this earth with love and peace in my heart.

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